Senin, 18 Oktober 2021

I Miss You

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
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Astaghfirullah...
After all this years, after all space i had made, after all those road I ran for to forget you. I still miss you. I'm sorry, I cannot forget you. Too weak😟
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Astaghfirullah...
Still I pray for your happiness, since the first time I realize that I had a crush on you. I know that was wrong. But I know the regret will bigger if I'm with you but distroyed you. 
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Astaghfirullah...
I miss you so much , but I cannot see you. Dont want to. Knowing you happy is enough for me. 
The busy day, the crowded time, the hardest days, even the pandemic cannot throw you out of my mind when the night come. Always hope Allah keep my aib about who you are, coz only on Allah I can share this feeling. Huuuft...... Until now😁
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So be happy always, forever, coz that makes me happy too....
 
Sudaaaaaah.